The beginning of the year has had it's up and downs in every aspect of my life. My teenager is a teenager and there is nothing more I need to add to that...lol. His grades are awesome and he got into Butler which I am ecstatic about. Treston...well Treston is Treston. I have gained some really great friends (Robin,Angela and Todd or should I say Goofy, Banana and Toad?) and caught up with some really important ones who have been in my life for a while (Robyn or Wobyn). In the last couple of weeks they have really brought me out of hiding and I am thankful for them. I am starting to feel like myself again after all this time. Robin I still luv you even though you shaved my head.
For baby daddy drama...I squashed it for good.
As far as my love life is concerned it is still on hold. Still having trouble trusting men and their word. Don't think I can truly be with someone or anyone for that matter with the issues I have at the moment with men and trust. I hold no grudges because that accomplishes nothing. I luv who I luv and unfortunately I can't seem to change that as of right now or for the past 3 years for that matter...he knows who he is and he knows when all is done I am here. I do luv you very much and still, for some reason hope all that was said was true. In the mean time I guess I will do my own thing and see where it takes me. I've tried dating but I just can't get into it on that level. I can't seem to get past the feeling of the "friend zone" and I dont wanna hurt anyone but that's as far as it CAN go.
School is going great and I am aceing the class so far. I am hoping by the end of summer I will be working or at least the end of fall. It's time to get me 100% back together.
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