Well so far the love interest that I gave another chance to fucked up again and is pulling the same crap he promised to stop. I have come to realize I will not give him another chance, he has already had too many.
The guy I was excited about meeting when he came home from Iraq a week ago has pretty much turned out the way I expected. Just dropped off the face of the earth.
Yesturday was Father's Day and this is the 1st year without my father. I sucked because almost every year the family gets together and this year was weird. I was the only one without my father or a father figure there. I miss him alot more than I had anticipated before I agreed to attend.
On the brighter side I haven't had a smoke in almost 5 days and am holding up pretty well. I am glad someone invented Chantix, for my sake and my childrens.
Monday, June 16, 2008
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