SO many people say different things about how you live your life. If your a good person and honest and treat people with respect, good things will happen. What about the people that are all these things and bad things still happen to them? It can't be karma. It can't be for any other reason but maybe a curse. I have always lived my life to help others, even in my careers, in the charity work I love to do and even the little things dily that helps someone out even just a little, like holding a door. Everyone tells me, "Well at least your alive and have your health", do I?
I have been suffereing for 2 years with this back pain that Dr's wouldn't touch because it was workers comp. I still have to make myself get up, no matter how much pain I'm in. I have to clean, care for my kids, cook dinner and if I miss any of these things no one else will do it. So everyday for 2 years I have to force myself to keep moving through the discomfort just so I don't live like a slob or starve my kids. I am all I have to depend on in this world. No one to call and say "Hey, can you come by and help me". 1 person has even come to me and drug me out even if for an hour, to get a break from these 4 walls.
I am so exhausted mentally.
Friday, December 4, 2009
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