Tuesday, May 20, 2008

A New Beginning

Okay so this year has not been as great as I planned, so far. I am doing things now to make things better. I finally stood up after a year of a nothing relationship and told the guy that I wasn't happy with what we had. I never saw him or talked to him that much because he always has an excuse as to why he couldn't see or talk to me, never a reason why he wanted to. I wish things could have been different, but there are reasons for everything, I guess. I want to fall in love with a great guy who will except my kids and treat me good, but doesn't seem to be many of them out there anymore. So I will stop searching and let love do it's will the way God has it planned.
I started an at home school for medical transcription, that is accredited with BBB and the US Board of Education, so I know it is legit. I want to be able to be a work at home mom so I can be with my kids and not have to send them home to a daycare, where some stranger can do what they want to my kid. The way this world is there is no telling what could happen, i prefer to have things I can control...in my control.