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Time heals all wounds, but wounds leave scars and scars are a reminder of our past.-S.Eaton

Returded Donors

Yes you read the headline correct because this is all about the donors who continuously shit on people over and over without any conscience or remorse. I am writing this so I dont have to make any contact with this POS yet I dont wanna keep this crap inside to build up.
We all know the situation with my sperm donor, we will call him "Whore"....well because he is one...lol.
I haven't talked to him in months nor has he ever really been around before then, except when he was trying to get ass from someone other than his wife or his other girlfriends...lol. So, needless to say he has no clue how I live my life since Treston has been born. Things were brought to my attentionthat he has said about me and my lifestyle which he knows about neither of those. My only guess is that he is pissed that because he isn't getting his way anylonger with "us". As a matter of fact, I think he runs his mouth because I am actually doing something good for my kids, other than fucking them up in the head, right "Superdad"? I know...I know....I'm playing the victim boo whoo. LMAO who's the victim now you POS? Your lucky I dont drag your ass into court along with the other 2 women but unlike you I don't wanna screw MY son up in the head with a bunch of drama, that you apparently love.
You have screwed so many people up emotionally, yes I admit I am one of them, I WILL NOT allow that to happen to my child. So run your mouth about me and how I raise my kids all you want. Austin may like to rap but he is a honor roll student who excels in school and sports. Treston may be a mommas boy but I would rather him be in my back pocket 24/7 than be in your house teaching him Gods know what, neglecting him, treaching him it's okay to be a whore or having some crazy bitch taking care of him the wrong way. What's funny is you use to tell me why I should have tats or why you wont get any..you dont wanna be a bad example to your kids. LMAO, tats are a better influence than teaching them that cheating on mom and having kids by different women, lying and simply being a ho bag is okay. What's even more sad is I bet you havent even stepped out of your own little world to look at those around you or listened openly at how you have really messed them up. I have talked to every single one of them and know for a fact what you are not seeing or hearing. Sad that you are too stupid to be a man and own up to all you've done and are doing at the moment. I pity you and those in your life and know I made the right choice by kicking your ass to the curb. You deserve everything you get karmically speaking.
I asked you to forget we exist that means from your vocabulary as well. You know I am a great mother and that pisses you off cause you are definitely no "Superdad", by any means...lol....so put the blame on me all you want we all know who's right here so GO FUCK YOURSELF SUPERDAD!

3yrs Already Gone?

I didnt really hit me until early afternoon, I couldn't figure out why today didn't feel normal to me. I was cleaning my room and came across a red and yellow rose under my UK hat. The red rose was from my Grannies funeral and the yellow from my Dad's and I keep them on top of my dresser together always. As soon as I saw the yellow rose all I could think about was my Dad and how this day "Easter Sunday" was the last day or holiday I had seen my father alive. In 10 days my father will have been dead 3 years.....doesn't seem that long ago. I think about the great memories and 28 years we had together all the time but today all i could think about is that the last time we laughed together was Easter Sunday 2007. It was the 1st and Last holiday he got to spend with Treston and the last holiday he spent with Austin. I remember the family laughing at him holding Treston because he was making goofy faces and noises at him and Treston was laughing back and we all got a kick out of making jokes about how neither of them had teeth.
In part I am sad because our last words were not all that nice to each other the day after Easter and over something SO stupid. The other half is sad because I didn't get to say "I Love You". Since then I have made a rule with those I love, that they will always know I love them. Even if we are arguing I still make sure they know I love them because I dont ever want anyone I care about to think for one moment I didn't care for them. If I never see them again whether by distance or death I will have no regrets.
I have forgiven myself and moved on but everyone still has their moments when it just feels good to remember the sad things and cry and today seemed like a good day for me to remember the last time I saw my Dad smile and laugh his toothless mouth...lol.
I will always Love you and never forget you Daddy <3
I♥you Dad and miss you very much